2014/09/22

Ochivaye Dreams 13­­ – Dream of a World Village of a Tanzanian Fisherman 夢想專訪13 –坦桑尼亞漁夫的地球村夢

Haji was the first person from Couchsurfing whom I agreed to stay with after I got his couch invitation. His profile showed that he was no longer available for hosting, however, he sent me an email saying that I could stay with him at Zanzibar, an outlying island at the east side of Tanzania. His profile was full of very very positive comments and I was looking forward to meet this person.

Helping Others is the Source of Happiness
Haji was a very generous and humble person. He hosted me at his rented apartment at Stonetown for a few days, took me to his village Jambiani which located at the east coast of the island and stayed at his friend’s seaview villas, served me with all kinds of seafood and even took me on a sailing trip, everything free of charge even though he was running a tour company. When walking on the street Haji seemed to be a famous person as he was greeted by almost everyone. His favorite quote was “po le po le” which means “slowly slowly”, I felt so connected to this uncle-like friend as doing things “po le po le” was what I like as well.

Haji shared with me how he is living and achieving his dreams now. He was deeply affected by his parents since young. His parents were one of the famous people in the island as they were doing businesses and had a lot of connections with the locals and the foreigners. They were also running a union which greeted in the Zanzibar radio and had many fans. When Haji was young he was writing postcards for posting in the radio, and got to know many people from his dad’s network.

Co-living with the Nature
Haji left his village Jambiani and went to Stonetown as he was chosen to study
Fishery to learn about seamanship in the secondary school. He stayed in the school hostel for 4 years and met many people from different schools. Then he went to the National Service which was like a social camp and he learnt how to live with different people. After that he joined in the fishery industry for more than 13 years. He kept on improving himself by taking many short courses. He also joined a big company which got different fish products in the deep sea and exported to foreign countries. However, a prawn project his company was involved in started failing Haji decided to quit his job.

While Haji was in the fishing industry, he founded a NGO in his spare time to work with different Commuity-Based Organizations from the local villages in Zanzibar. His NGO used to get fundings from the western countries, however, political crisis aroused and EU stopped their funding in 2000. Haji decided to start his own Eco-Cultural Tour company and stood on his own leg. The main idea is to help people to have sustainable and ecofriendly way of living. He knows Zanzibar very well and has started different projects according to the needs. He works with both locals and foreigners, connects investors to the locals so that one can start a project one can get a job. He deals with different activities like nursery, handicrafts, Zanzibar arts, seaweed plantations, sea turtles protection, plastics recycling, etc. He helps the locals to improve their works on finances and techniques. Local women and youths are also involved in his projects. Haji likes nature very much and so far has already planted more than 1600 trees in the island.

The World is a Village
Although Haji is no longer working in the fishing industry, he still describes himself a fisherman. He doesn’t like to be called a businessman because he would rather deal with fish than money. In his mind there are only the sea and the local communities. He called all people from the villages his people, and always thinks about balancing things to different people. He believes the world is a village now.

Haji also call himself a designer because he designs life, he has many ideas in his mind and puts them all together. Like an octopus with a lot antennas, even one antenna is cut he can still live on.

Teachers are Everywhere
Haji truly believes in a philosophy “whoever you meet are your teachers”, a quote told by his parents when Haji was leaving his village to Stonetown for secondary school when he was 13. As a tour operator he has met so many people, he got to know about couchsurfing 7 years ago and has hosted 45 people of different nationalities. He is happy he could meet and learn from all kinds of people and gains different knowledge. In order to remember everyone, Haji asked each guest to plant a coconut tree in his plantation, and to send their national flags over so that he can keep and decorate his new house.


Haji gave me a wooden keychain of the shape of Zanzibar island as the present for exchange. A keychain is a chain and fixes people together to the same goal, which is achieving dreams. The wood is called Mninga, a very strong hard wood from the biggest forest conservation in his island. Haji welcomes everyone to visit Zanzibar, as the main purpose of a key chain is for keeping the key which is to open the door to this beautiful island.

Haji是第一個主動給我發借宿邀請而我又答應的借宿主人,他在借宿網站說自己現在不方便接待客人,可是,卻給我發了電郵說歡迎我到他在坦桑尼亞離島Zanzibar的家中借宿,他的簡介寫滿了非常正面的評價,於是我也很有興趣認識這位借宿主人。

助人為快樂之本
Haji是一個很慷慨和謙虛的人。他讓我在他位於小島市區石頭鎮租住的單位借宿數天,帶我到他成長的農村Jambiani,一個位於小島東岸的地方,一起入住他友人管理的海景度假屋,給我款待各種海產美食佳餚,還帶我坐帆船出海,這一切一切都是免費的,但他明明是做旅行社生意啊!走在大街上Haji像個名人一樣,大家都像認識他都跟他打招呼。他最愛的口頭襌是 “po le po le”,就是慢慢來的意思,和這位叔叔年紀的借宿主人在一起我感到很親切,因為我最愛也是凡事慢慢來。

Haji跟我分享他追夢的故事。他說從前父母跟很多本地人和外國人有生意連繫,他們參與工會和間中在小島電台做節目,Haji小時候就幫忙寫明信片在電台做點唱了。父母在島上也算是有名氣的人,自少受父母影響下,於是他也認識了很多人。

和大自然互賴生存
Haji離開自己農村來到了市區石頭鎮唸中學,學習捕魚和航海的知識,在學校留宿了四年認識了來自不同學校的同學。然後當了一年兵又學會了怎樣跟不同人相處。後來他當了十三個年頭漁民,期間不斷參加不同短期課程進修,更曾受聘於大公司做深海捕魚出口生意,可是,公司最後卻開始經營不善於是他決定離職。

當Haji在當漁民的同時,他成立了一間非營利機構,跟當地農村的社區組織合作。本來機構是依靠西方國家的資助,可是2000年國家的政治危機卻令歐盟決定不再給予他們資助,因此Haji決定自己創立一間生態文化旅遊公司為生。公司的理念主要是幫助人們採取可持續發展和對生態有善的生活方式,由於他對自己的小島十分了解,更能夠按需要開發不同項目。他跟本地人和外國人合作,幫助外國人做投資讓本地人受聘。他從事各式各樣的項目,如幼兒園、手工藝、本土藝術、海草種植、海龜保護、塑膠回收等。Haji更幫助本地人做財務和技術支援,本地婦女和年青人也有份參與他的項目。由於喜歡大自然,他已經在島上種植了一千六百棵樹木了。

地球 是一條村落
雖然Haji不再從事捕魚業,但他仍然稱呼自己為一名漁夫。他不喜歡生意人的名稱,他還是喜歡跟魚打交道多於跟金錢打交道。在腦海中只有海洋和本島村民,他稱呼所有農村的居民自己的人民,時常也在思考怎樣平衡不同的人和事,因為他相信整個世界其實是同一條村落。

Haji說自己也是一位設計師,因為他一直在設計自己的生命。他腦海中常常有很多點子,他會把它們重組演繹出來。他說,他要像一條八爪魚,就算一條觸鬚斷了還是可以繼續生存下去的。

總有我師焉
Haji的至理名言是「無論你碰到誰,誰都可以是你的師長」,這是他十三歲離開家鄉到石頭鎮上中學時父母跟他說的。由於經營旅行社他有機會接觸很多人,七年前開始接觸借宿網站更跟有機會接待了四十五個不同國籍的人。他很高興能夠與不同人相遇和在他們身上獲取知識。為了記得每一位來賓,他每次叫大家幫忙在自己農莊種植一棵椰子樹,然後回國後給他寄一支國旗,讓他可以好好佈置新居。

Haji給我送了一個Zanzibar小島形狀木製鎖匙扣作交換禮物,鎖匙扣就是把擁有相同追夢目標的人扣起來的意思。木頭是來自小島最大的保育森林的硬木。Haji歡迎大家到他的小島作客,就像鎖匙扣的用途是扣起鎖匙,而那就是開啟這個美麗小島的鎖匙。


2014/09/20

每個人 心中都有一個離家出走夢

離開熟悉的地方 來到陌生的環境
離開日常的工作 來到新奇的地域
離開習慣的文化 來到全新的國度

有些人 喜歡跟團出遊
吃喝玩樂 休閒度假

有些人 喜歡挑戰自我
攀山越嶺 歷盡艱辛

有些人 喜歡結伴同行
三五知己 聯絡感情

有些人 喜歡執子之手
攜著愛侶 共闖難關

有些人 喜歡獨自上路
與己同行 獨享浪漫

也許是三數天,也許是幾個月,也許是一年半載
也許是坐車,也許是徒步,也許是踏單車

有人,八十日環遊世界;而我,八十日仍在同一個國家
有人,在地圖上不斷記錄自己遊歷了幾多個國家;而我,從來沒有打算要去數算一下

每次離家出走,都是一次幫自己重整生命的機會,聆聽內心的聲音,看清自己的訴求,讓自己重新出發,繼續面對未來的挑戰。最重要的是,用自己喜歡的旅行方式,用心去經歷去體驗那活生生的人和事。世界那麼大,就算已經遊歷了許多,但內心清楚知道,自己仍然是一隻井底之蛙。

能夠離家出走,其實是一件很奢侈的事情。世界上不是人人都有能力有時間有資源有機會,這種幸福不是必然的,學會感恩,去感謝路上遇到的友人,去感動擦身而過的路人。

也許,停泊在碼頭的船隻很安全,但那不是船隻建造的原因。離家出走,最困難的是踏出去的那一步,踏出去了,才知道當初的擔憂都是多餘的。再多的憂慮,都只是腦海製造出來的幻像,是不真實的,不要還沒有出發就給自己的幻覺給嚇怕了。


就算,出海後還只是在岸邊不遠處,總比那些在陸地看別人出海的人獲益良多了。

Jambiani Beach, Zanzibar, Tanzania - Sep 2014

2014/09/18

旅行 讓我知道生命並不是只有一條方程式

“也許,安穩和自由永遠都是相對的,要安穩地生活和工作,就得放棄自由自在的生活;要自由自在地生活,就得放棄安穩的生活和工作。也許,對我的人生來說,最好的計劃就是沒有計劃,No plan is a good plan,因為,我們都有能力為自己的人生作出更好的選擇,決定自己到底要怎樣過生活”

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在大城市長大的我,從小接受的教導就是做人必須有目標、有計劃,做甚麼事情都要有步驟、有規劃,否則 Fail to plan = Plan to fail,沒有計劃便注定失敗了。於是,唸小學的目的就是要入讀理想的中學,唸中學的目的就是要入讀理想的大學,唸大學的目的就是要找份理想的工作,那麼,找到理想工作的目的又是甚麼呢?做甚麼事情都必須要有清楚明確的原因和理由嗎?真的要知道做每件事背後的目的價值意義嗎?任何事情都必須按照這種思考模式進行嗎?人生真的只能這樣子過活嗎?

初中時候開始,每次完成所謂的計劃後都沒有任何的喜悅或滿足感,好像完成考試後就可以盡情的看電視、盡情的去玩,可是,考試期間想看電視想去玩的心情卻在考試結束後也不復存在了。每當生命只是不斷按著時間表和記事簿的計劃行動時,每每完成一個目標和計劃後心中卻只剩下失落的感覺。

有清楚人生目標的人其實很幸運,因為他們知道自己要到那裏去,知道自己想要些甚麼。友人跟我差不多時間離職,差不多時間出發流浪,他,有很明確的目標,他要到澳洲一年,他要踩單車、學騎馬、玩帆船、考潛水牌。看他把目標一個又一個的完成剔除,我呢?我只知道自己想出走,想流浪,想作一個長途旅行,但,我卻沒有任何計劃。我為甚麼要流浪?我不知道。我要流浪到那裏?我也不知道。我流浪要幹甚麼?我真的不知道。流浪之後又怎樣?我怎麼知道。也許,友人是一個目標為本的人,但我卻清楚知道自己永遠都不會是那種人。我只知道,是直覺叫我選擇這條路,也許,這不是理性上能夠解釋得到的,也許,就是因為不清楚,才更加要出發,去找尋那個真正的自己,去找尋那個遺失了的真我。也許,答案會慢慢湧現,就算最後仍然找不到自己到底喜歡甚麼,但能夠發現自己不喜歡甚麼已經是一種進步了。若果,等到所有事情都清清楚楚才進行的話,那麼,有可能一輩子甚麼事情都幹不了。

在斯里蘭卡參加了一個襌修課程,老師說要follow the heart,not follow the mind。Heart和Mind怎麼理解,老師的比喻是,看見一朵鮮花而產生喜歡的感覺,那種感覺就是Heart了,若果硬要找原因,因為喜歡鮮花的顏色形狀氣味,那就是Mind了,老師說很多事情其實是一種能量傳送,不需要理性的原因的,就像有些人剛見面,還沒有交談認識,但卻已經產生了一種喜歡或是不喜歡的感覺了。

於是,我開始了我的流浪,也慢慢找到了自己旅行的模式。原來,我是喜歡隨心而行的,我只想體驗、經歷、感受,我不需要知道我的目的地在那裏,因為我很享受我的過程。有些事情,從來沒有試過怎麼知道自己適不適合喜不喜歡呢?就像大學選科,有幾多人唸了畢業了才知道原來那不是自己想要的那杯茶呢?有些人很清楚知道自己想要爬甚麼樹吃甚麼果,他們很專注的爬樹直到到達樹頂為止。而我,卻寧願錯過樹頂的美景也不要錯過爬樹過程的風景。很多時候,還沒有到達樹頂我已經累了膩了,我會選擇重新找尋另一棵樹重頭開始,再經歷不一樣的風景。有人說我是在浪費時間,沒有明確的目標和計劃到頭來只會一無所有,我也曾經三番四次質疑自己的生活方式。每當看見從前一起畢業的大學同學現在家庭事業兩全其美,在家庭上已結婚生孩子,在工作上已當機構主管,在學歷上已考獲更多的認證,我跟他們相比起來卻像一無所有。也許,安穩和自由永遠都是相對的,要安穩地生活和工作,就得放棄自由自在的生活;要自由自在地生活,就得放棄安穩的生活和工作。也許,對我的人生來說,最好的計劃就是沒有計劃,No plan is a good plan,因為,我們都有能力為自己的人生作出更好的選擇,決定自己到底要怎樣過生活。


「跟著地圖走,只能到達標示的地方;隨心而行,定能發現另一片天空。」這,正正是我喜歡的生活方式。

Jambiani Beach, Zanzibar, Tanzania - Sep 2014